backing off of the northeast wind, sailing on summer breeze - skipping over the ocean like a stone. so long to the past, and england, here we come. I won’t be on this much because I will not have a computer - and I am actually extremely excited about this prospect, I will be linking my blog to this site however for when I update on my travels. http://vagabondsshoes.blogspot.com/
I am so freaked out, I haven’t left the u.s. for almost two years now - and I have hardly made it beyond New York City this past year, thanks to actual employment. but I am now back to being my vagabond self. it is a scary prospect, but an exciting one too.
I think what scares me most though, is that my heart is using this adventure as the next big step away from my past, toward a new future.
these last two, even three years have been all about healing, coming to terms, trying my best to move on - but transitions somehow tend to bring back old, painful memories. I miss the pain even, sometimes. I miss you. but I can’t spend my time thinking about the past anymore, it is time to move on. I just hope my heart is ready for it.
I am absolutely terrified.
I once loved a woman
a child I’m told
I gave her my heart
but she wanted my soul
but don’t think twice, it’s alright” — Bob Dylan